What are you thinking?

My music therapy...
I have no idea WTF is wrong with my brain cell... I think it stopped working. It got too tired, trying to find ways to get out of OLD Cassie.
I wonder would I ever learn how to accept that people can be good to me for free? Will I ever learn how to be happy without mixing happiness with sadness and tears, and fears?
Once someone ask me: "What's your biggest fear?" - I answered I fear of becoming ordinary... Now, I realize that I'm afraid of happiness.



It would be so easy, so good... that I could just step into the rain, and wash everything away...